Time

Hello my viewers. I thought of writing few posts on my past relationships but after thinking through, it's just boring and it's unfair to tell the whole stories from my perspective. Thus, we shall just proceed to a maybe more interesting title.

Time. It does not wait. Nor do girls.

Rachel, let's just call her Rachel for now, is my best friend. I'd a crush on her since form 1 but I didn't have the balls back to tell her back then. Sure, there's chemistry between us until on a fine day, her friend just came up to me and said "Rachel isn't into you. Hope you understand." Me, acting cool was like meh, why are you even telling me this? Weird LOL, when I'm bleeding inside.

After 2 years, just when she ended her relationship with a senior, I thought to myself, "Ha! There's my chance!". Nope, I was too slow. My classmate, let's call him Tommy, confess to her and her window never open since.

Through a chain of events, we ended up being best friends and during a chit chat, I randomly asked her "Did you like me before?" Rachel said yes. Yes. Back then. When I didn't have the balls to tell her that I'd a crush on her. Oh well. They are still together till now, 7 years relationship, can't say I'm not impress haha.

Katie. By now you all should know I'm not going to use any real names. So Katie is a hot headed girl, stubborn and incredibly stupid at times. She had 2 bunny teeth. Yup, had. She got them straighten up few years later. Anyway, we are in the same course, and not long after ended my 2 year relationship with my girlfriend I found myself falling for her. Like with Rachel, I never had the balls to confess to her too. One of the reasons I guess because I thought I wasn't good enough for her. She's born in a rich family, pretty but incredibly bad temper.

I remember it was at McDonald. When she told me she's actually dating my classmate for the past few months and things are not getting good between them. I was late. Again. Out of nowhere, I said "I like you too". Things didn't get well from that point onward and she was avoiding me but that's not really the point of this post.

Guys, if it's guys reading, what I want to say is if you like someone, pick up your balls from the closet or your underwear drawer wherever you keep them and just tell the girls. I don't know about the odds against you but one thing for sure, if you fail, you may regret but if you don't do anything at all, you are 100% to feel regret later on in your life. The thing is if things work out, then it's great! If it doesn't, there's nothing to feel sorry about too, at least you know for sure things aren't going to work and you may then move on earlier. Or would you rather keep your feelings to yourself together and watch her getting involve in a serious relationship with another guy while you are remaining as her best friend? More on friendzoning later.

I've heard people saying they regretted telling her/him and shits. I just don't understand, there's absolutely nothing to feel regret about confessing to someone you like, or ultimately love. What's the worse that can happen? If you two are close friends before, and after revealing your feelings for him/her, he/she just decided to stay away, then you are better off without them anyway. If bonds of your friendship is so weak, do you think they are worth anymore of your time? It just shows that they are being bloody immature or you guys are never really close. More on this later. Things just suddenly got off track lol.

Anyway, I've seen too many people miss their chance simply because they don't have the balls, with myself having two of this experience, thus, I urge my viewers time does not wait.

Life is short. Life is a gamble. Don't spend too much time wondering if things are going to work. It isn't if you don't do any shit about it. Sometimes, things are just worth the risk.